Wednesday, November 01, 2006
ahh fishtard.
anyway,loser loser loser.
i switched to xanga people.
relink?
thanks.
www.xanga.com/glistenedwithtears
6:33:00 PM
spongebobbbbbbbbb:D
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
AHH,I'M NOT SWITCHING TO XANGA LAHHHHH!
1:26:00 PM
spongebobbbbbbbbb:D
Sunday, October 15, 2006
people want to talk to me? when?
do they tell me how they feel?
do they tell me how they feel about me?
do they tell me how to change?
when you start to judge a person,
do you know about one's past?
do you know if anyone's inflicted pain on me?
do you know how much hurt i suffered?
do you realise how sensitive i am?
do you realise how much people don't care about me?
do you think i like talking about myself?!
a low self-esteem i suffered and you said all i cared was about myself.
sometimes,when you judge one,think about the past.
7:04:00 PM
spongebobbbbbbbbb:D
i'm effing crying,why?
cos you made me cry.
i'm selfish,so guess what.
fuck it.
& you.i told you i was crying. i expected a call.
but nothing came.
not a message or a call nor a im.
only now i realise,
you 2 start to drift away
so silently and leaving
me to be alone in this misery.
6:41:00 PM
spongebobbbbbbbbb:D
hello sexys!
im getting results soon! i'm really worried i'll get <20 for math.
that means i'll retain and i'll really really cry.
and it'll pull down my average.
dad says he wouldn't send me overseas,i'm going to face REALITY.
ahh fuck,i'm worried.
so yeah,i just finished practicing my scales.
I'M VERTICALLY CHALLANGED.
6:04:00 PM
spongebobbbbbbbbb:D
Thursday, October 12, 2006
I
HAVE
GOT
XANGA!
www.xanga.com/glistenedwithtears (:
ahh,MATH TOMORROW.
2 TUITIONS later on!
3:13:00 PM
spongebobbbbbbbbb:D
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
HEART OF WORSHIP
When the music fades and all is stripped away
And I simply come
Longing just to bring something that's of worth
That will bless Your heart
I'll bring You more than a song
For a song in itself
Is not what You have required
You search much deeper within
Through the way things appear
You're looking into my heart
I'm coming back to the heart of worship
And it's all about You
All about You, Jesus
I'm sorry, Lord, for the things I've made it
When it's all about You
All about You, Jesus
King of endless worth, no one could express
How much You deserve
Though I'm weak and poor, all I have is Yours
Every single breath
i know lord will pull me through our friendship.
ohoh.this stupid girl uses the lyrics of "there is none like you" on her __ and make it sound as if its a emo love song.get a life.
11:59:00 PM
spongebobbbbbbbbb:D
anyway,science was like !@#$%^&*(.didn't want to study,so what can you expect? (:
hhaa,history was ohkay cos at least i flipped through and everything,just a B3 please.
that'll sastify me cos i couldn't asorb even though i mugged like super hell lot.
so yesterday was nice! went to the playground with yue xiu! haha,super super fun!
i was like talking to her and it went like this.
amanda :eh yuexiu! let's go playground since we live so near.
yuexiu:okay,but you serious anot?
amanda: yeah yeah! let's go okay!
yuexiu:okay!
amanda:meet you at 5 okay!i'll leave house at 4:40.
HAHAHA,that dodo leave her house so early.i said meet at 5 OKAY! i reached there at 5:10pm though,hahah.like what can you expect from a tardy person like me (: AHAHA.
yuexiu waited 20 minutes for me! HHAHA,yes yes! ILOVEYOUMUCH eh (:
I REALISED I'VE MADE REALLY REALLY GOOD FRIENDS THIS YEAR. (:
I'M HAPPY BOUT IT EVEN THOUGH I'VE MADE THESE FRIENDS LIKE SO LATE AT THE END OF THE YEAR,AT LEAST I'VE FOUND YOU ALL!
MEL HO!
JOAN!
CHENG CHENG!
NICOLE KOH!
KAMA!
MELISSA LIM!
JAN!
GRACE CHUA!
YUEXIU!
SARAH PHANG!
PAULA!
GRACE GOH MEI XUAN! (tp)
LONG HAIR WANNABE GANG!
MICHAEL!
MELVIN!
LUKE!
WEISHENG!
AHH SEXYS!if you see your name here,i just want to tell you I LOVE YOU VERY VERY MUCH FOR ALWAYS MAKING MY DAY!
KFC IS DAMN SHIOK! (:
& SO ARE MY FRIENDS!
shiok man! (:
3:39:00 PM
spongebobbbbbbbbb:D
Monday, October 09, 2006
STUDY
STUDY
STUDY
STUDY
STUDY
8:49:00 PM
spongebobbbbbbbbb:D
paris,
REAL REAL SORRY DUDE.
REALLY SORRY.
THOUSAND AND THOUSANDS OF APOLOGIES.
i'll even be your slave for 1 week!
SORRY!
6:36:00 PM
spongebobbbbbbbbb:D
Sunday, October 08, 2006
i've been on the phone with chengcheng&melissaho for an hour! haha,we're planning stuff!
sososo,i'm happy!
i realise i blog alot during EXAM PERIODS.maybe i feel stressed?! hurhur.
before,i get back to revising geog,i wanna SHOUTOUT to some people (:
FERLYCIA!
THANKS SO MUCH for helping me do the survey and rushing home for it dear.
REALLY REALLLY REALLY LOVE YOU!
I'LL GIVE YOU 2 GAY SENTENCE PER DAY NOW FOR BEING SUCH A SWEET THING!
MELISSA!
THANKS FOR HELPING ME AND MOTIVATING ME TO DO MY ART MAN! &amp; & KEEPING ME COMPANY!? & I LOVED THAT NIGHT WHERE YOU STAYED OVER AT MY HOUSE! IT WAS FABULOUS! (:
JAN!
HAHAH! THE DAY YOU CAME TO MY HOUSE WAS FUN FUN FUN RIGHT!
AHH YES! I HAD FUN TOO! & THE NEOPRINTS WE TOOK ARE LOVELY! HAHAH.
& THE LETTER YOU GAVE ME WAS DAMN FUNNY LAH.MY PHOTOCOPIED TISSUE! AHAHA AND AND AND I LOVE YOU! <3
TANIA!
EVEN THOUGH I DON'T KNOW YOU THAT WELL,BUT THANKS FOR ADVICING ME ON ____. IT WAS RATHER HELPFUL! & I AGREE GREY'S ANATOMY IS SUCH A SCANDALOUS SHOW! HAHAH, THANKS FOR EVERYTHING GIRL. (:
LONG HAIR WANNABE GANG!
DAYS IN SELF-STUDY HAVE BEEN GREAT! HAHA,I LOVE GOSSIPPING WITH YOU GUYS MAN! & ALL THAT MS___ IS COMING! QUICK QUICK! HAHAH,& ALL THAT FOOD AND LAUGHTER MADE ME SUCH A HAPPY GIRL! AND THE SLEEPOVER WE'RE PLANNING! I LOVE YOU ALL! <333
MELVIN!
MELVIN! I MOTIVATE YOU,YOU MOTIVATE ME! THANKS FOR BEING SUCH A SWEEET AND NICE FRIEND THIS FEW DAYS! HAHAHA,THANKS FOR THE COMPANY AND YEAH,ENCOURAGING ME WITHOUT ME DOING ANYTHING.THANKS FOR EVERYTHING LAH! :D
PARIS!
(edited)
even though you made me rather pissed today,but i still want to thank you for the talk. thanks for making me realise how guys can be such jerks like michael,your sctcgang,luke,chinhao.
anyway,you made me realise alot of things! thanks very much!
THANKS PARIS. I'M SORRY I DOUBTED YOU. THANKS FOR BEING THE NICEST PERSON AND FRIEND EVER! THANKS LOADS.REALLY REALLY LOADS FOR ADVICING ME! (:
LUKE!
THANKS FOR BEING THE CRAPPY PERSON IN MY LIFE. YOU BRING MUCH LAUGHTER TO MY LIFE. THERE'S JUST ONE DOWNSIDE ABOUT YOU! BUT ANYWAY,THANKS FOR MAKING LIFE SUCH A HAPPIER PLACE! (:
CEPHEUS!
WE'RE NOT THAT CLOSE NOW IDIOT! SEE,THAT'S WHY YOU'RE SO SHORT! HAHA,JOKING. ANYWAY,WE'LL MEET AGAIN AND HAVE A LONG LONG LONG CONVERSATION INSTEAD OF A BRIEF ONE! ANYWAY NICE GUY,GOOD LUCK FOR O'S! (:
WITH LOTS OF LOVE&SINCIERITY,AMANDA! <3
11:54:00 PM
spongebobbbbbbbbb:D
i'm using MOZILLA! cos today when i begged daddy to use my com for 5 minutes,i went to search on why i can't edit stuff (:
seems that safari can't have those compose and edit section.
just came back from JOO CHIAT! we went to eat some beehoon crab.
& i'm panicking for lit now.
i regret sleeping in lit classsss man. ugh.!@#$%^&*
i told myself to sleep by 12am tonight! (:
chin hao met nicole and me and he passed me smth.
ahh,i hate paris.
idon'tthinktheringwasmyfault.i'mdisgusted.
tuition today was not bad. at least i concentrated for science!
i skipped exam mass for tuition too.
ahah,& grace and yuexiu and jan taught me the _______ ______. (:
evil though,but not our fault eh. (:
& yuexiu lives in tamarind road and she's movig to saraca! ahh,rich kid.
met benedict after tuition & they were going for dinner.
so daddy came to fetch me.
I STOLE PENS FROM BRYCE!HAHA,INY OUR FACE!
i'm off dudes&dudettes.
till then,wish me luck for geog&lit! i need it!
10:00:00 PM
spongebobbbbbbbbb:D
Saturday, October 07, 2006
i'm using anabelle's laptop to post now.
not bad eh (:
i'm using it on the sly w/o dad&mum knowing cos i'm helping anabelle upload her stuff onto her phone and everything that's why she allowed me to use.
dad's cool lah.searched his limewire and i found out he listens to :SNOOP DOGG,EMINEM,50 CENTS,CASCADA,MINISTRY OF SOUND,BLACK EYED PEAS,BRIAN MCFADDEN,BUSTA RHYMES,CRAIG DAVID,CORRINNE BAILEY MAE,D12,DADDY YANKEE,KEM,SHAKIRA,INXS,JACK JOHNSON,JOHN LENNON,KELLY CLARKSON,LL COOL J,MANDY MOORE,MARY J. BLIGE,NE-YO,NICKELBACK,THE PUSSYCAT DOLLS,RIHANNA,ROBBIE WILLIAMS,WESTLIFE,WILL YOUNG,T-FUNK,SIMPLE PLAN,GNARLS BARKLEY,D4L,DAMIEN RICE,NORAH JONES.
okay,my dad's way cooler than me. & these are artists he had lotssa songs for.
i was like OHMYGOSH.okay,dad's cool and i'm a geek.ahh,nvm.i still can't believe he listens to R&B and HIP HOP and ROCK the most.i'm still shocked.
10:41:00 PM
spongebobbbbbbbbb:D
just got back from sushi tei at gardens.
i'm so so bloated.
made new specs. its B.U.M EQUIPMENT. (:
whoo,the sides are like rubber and the lenses can't be broken at all.cool (:
laptop's getting consficated in 5 minutes.
goodbye my loyal readers.(that's if i have any.)
i'm most prob getting my laptop back tmr afternoon (:
9:58:00 PM
spongebobbbbbbbbb:D
ren&me! ;D
THIS IS REN! ;D
russell&me! ;D
LAST NIGHT WAS FUN!
but i got burnt by herald please. ):
that blind cock took his sparklers and bent down and it landed on my arm.
so besides celebrating latern festival,we celebrated herald's birthday too!
and and and i just realised,as you get older,you don't play with lanterns anymore,you play with FIRE. (:
me and benedict went around looking for leaves and boxes and candles.and we piled and piled and threw everybody's lanterns in to make a CAMPFIRE.haha.
& ACS (JUNIOR) boys were irritating me.i don't know why i can't stand ACS people besides janelle's little brother.anyway,as usual,i scolded them cos they were being such asswipes. but for 9 & 10 year olds,they're quite smart.
oh, and russell is a nice boy. he shall be my official boyfriend. and he's SIX year's old! herald's classmate.
and russell's sister ren(or however you spell it.its pronounced like the one in even stevens) looks like japanese manga.she's super pretty too (:
after the lantern's thing me and benedict went back to playing the guitar.he was trying to teach me blink 182's song.
so after that,benedict and amelia went home so i was super bored and i called melvin and then decided to add paris in.
paris is a disaster.he suans me like super shit.asswipe.
so so so,came home.
msn messenger was so shit face,it went hiding and converted to the OLDEST VERSION.
so went online,and i found another new version! now now now,i'm using live! and i get to see ______'s pm now.
SO I WOKE UP THIS MORNING AND HAD MATH TUITION (:
it was good.i like my tuition teacher.i think she's real nice. (:
so now,i'm going to be online for a litle while and then go STUDY! ahh,i love it. (:
12:08:00 PM
spongebobbbbbbbbb:D
Friday, October 06, 2006
i'm eating sushi and i can't seem to get motivated to mug for geog.
eh,melvin,its your turn to motivate me man.
so so so,i'm going to create a hate club for 3 OH-SO-ADORABLE girls.
fantastic huh.the best thing is,they three are all OH-SO-RETARDED looking
even though i'm no better,but hey,they're worse.
i think i'm getting mean,but you three did it to me.
thus,i have decided to elaborate on them so much so,that i'll list our their bad points.
GIRL A
fugly idiot.
thinks its all my fault everything happened.
backstabs.
stupid.
THINKS SHE'S COOL.
GIRL B
another fugly idiot.
backstabs.
spread rumours.
THINK SHE'S PRETTY.
stupid.
AH LIAN.
GIRL C
the third fugly idiot.
digs her nose!?
scratches her butt?!
butts in at every convo.
gossips.
spread rumours.
backstab.
idiot.
EGOISTIC
apparently,GIRL A AND GIRL B AND GIRL C made my life miserable last year.
now,only GIRL C is on my case.
5:23:00 PM
spongebobbbbbbbbb:D
I'M BACK FROM SCHOOL! HOME SO EARLY EH.
melissa said she's not used to me being gloomy. why?
michelle & i walked in from the bus-stop together. laughed.(:
melvin says he's going to treat me to lunch if he scores a B3 for his chinese because he says that i MOTIVATED him. (: school's ending soon. soon,we'll all be seperated. (: but one thing i'm going to miss is the company. ):
THE LONG HAIR WANNABE GANG just got closer during self study. guess i'm going to miss you guys,but if fate is on our side,we'll be in the SAME CLASS! ;D
so yeah,I'M GOING TO MUG FOR GEOGRAPHY LATER.
& maybe go pop by kristie's house (cally's friend) to study with CALLY and TALK. (:
yesterday after tuition,sat at the bus-stop with paris for bout an hour to chat. i guess he's sensible.so is melissa. they both told me the same thing,but i'm really not sure if its the right decision to make. paris took the same bus as me. that asshole told me he always takes the same bus as nicole because she's his GOOD FRIEND. make me take the BUS ALONE LAH when she's got jan for company.you are an idiot paris.
i'll do whatever that's within my control and your well-being is within my control,not beyond control.just think about it.
if you choose to think its a one-sided affair,it is.
if you choose to think its not,its not.
to watch you crumble was the last thing i ever wanted.
2:49:00 PM
spongebobbbbbbbbb:D
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
so now you have NONE OF MY ATTENTION.
happy?
all you do is push me to him.
do you think i like it?
do you think its best for me?
do you think i don't feel guilty when i'm with him?
do you think blasting music into my ears to forget the hurting words you said to me is nice?
do you think i like it when you say you think it isn't fair to him i talk to you more?
do you think i like it when you said he should get all my attention?
do you think i like the way everything is now?
do you think i didn't want to get over you?
do you think its that easy for me to let go?
unfortunately,i'm sorry.
its not that easy to let go after all.
you've hurt me time and time again.
saying stuff to me i didn't like and
by saying sorry,does it work?
you don't know how easy it is to break a fragile heart
and then mend one back.
i know you're always happy and you don't like this kind of emotional stuff.
but i don't like it either.
you're the one who makes me feel like that.
you're the one who makes me go crazy thinking.
you're the one who makes me feel like the world is actually just full of laughter.
you're the one who makes me feel idiotic for actually hoping you'll give me attention.
you're the one who makes me feel emotional.
i'm not expecting anything out of you but
think about it please i beg you.
10:40:00 PM
spongebobbbbbbbbb:D
Thursday, September 28, 2006
amanda had a fun fun fun fun fun day yesterday. =)) and she got herself a new phone, motorola V3I. so unfair man, and today my mum terminating my line. don't know if she meant what she said.
6:25:00 AM
spongebobbbbbbbbb:D
Sunday, September 24, 2006
i just realised while bullying michael in church today,i lost my name bracelet or whatever you call it.
its this bracelet where you put alphabet beads which make up your name.
& to add it on,i can't find the shirt melvin&nicole bought for my birthday
& the ernie from cynthia!
DAMN IT,GOD,PLEASE LET THEM REAPPEAR SOMEWHERE IN ANY OF THE BAGS IN MY HOME! PLEASE!
10:47:00 PM
spongebobbbbbbbbb:D
I'M HERE TO TALK ABOUT MY LOVE-HATE RELATIONSHIP WITH PAULA TAY SHEN YUEH!
SHE'S NOT AGREEING WITH ME THAT HADY MIRZA ROCKS!
JONATHAN LEONG CAN'T SING SONGS WITH HIGH NOTES LOR!
WE'RE ARGUING ON MSN WHO'S THE BETTER SINGER BUT THAT DODO DOESN'T WANT TO AGREE WITH ME!
SEE SEE,WE LOVE EACH OTHER SO MUCH BUT HATE EACH OTHER NOW BECAUSE OF JONATHAN LEONG.
SEE LAH SEE LAH,FIGHT OVER SUCH A SINGER.
NEVER MIND,IT'LL STILL BE A LOVE HATE RELATIONSHIP.
PAULA TAY SHEN YUEH DOES NOT HAVE GOOD TASTE IN MUSIC AND GOOD JUDGEMENT!
I ROCK! :D
10:22:00 PM
spongebobbbbbbbbb:D
9:32:00 PM
spongebobbbbbbbbb:D
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
MELISSSSSSSA LIMMMMMM!
THANKS FOR EVERYTHING!
there.
8:19:00 PM
spongebobbbbbbbbb:D
I'M BACK FROM THE HOSPITAL! :D
finally,after those stupid drips and needles going through my skin,the pain is OVER!
-BEAMS! :D
thanks chin hao for blogging for me ever since i was in the hospital! (:
i got admitted on sunday and got discharged this afternoon! :D
my hands hurt from those needles from those DRIPS.
THANKS TO PEOPLE WHO SMS-ED ME WELL-WISHES AND ON MSN!
THANKS LUKE FOR THE CONSTANT CALLS AND SMS-ES AND MMS-ES! :D
& NICOLE,DIANE,HSING YEE,CHIN HAO THANKS FOR VISITING ME! :D
THANKS DEANNAH FOR THE FLOWERS WHEN YOU CAME TO GIVE ME MY STUFF FOR SCHOOL!
A BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG THANK YOU EVERYBODY!
7:38:00 PM
spongebobbbbbbbbb:D
welcome home =)
hope you're alright alrd
11:28:00 AM
spongebobbbbbbbbb:D
Monday, September 18, 2006
hey my lady,
GET WELL SOON =)
12:29:00 AM
spongebobbbbbbbbb:D
Sunday, September 17, 2006
manda's sick, super worried for her. she vomitted twice in the morning already, and she went to the hospital. just hope that she'll be alright.
1:02:00 PM
spongebobbbbbbbbb:D
Friday, September 15, 2006
i didn't go to school.bummer. ):
i so needed to go to school.
i was so fucking pissed when mum didn't wake me up to go to school because i slept at 4am.
& why did i sleep at 4am?
because she kept vomitting at home and i already told her to go to the bloody hospital to see a doctor instead of raffles clinic.
see,i kept massagging her bag to help her vomit until 1:30am then she decided to go to the hospital.
go hospital the bloody A&E department sucked,waited for 45 minutes and then she could finally have and consultation and she had her jab,by then took medicine and took a cab home, 3:00am.
fine,then she had to take her midicine helped her and everything till 4:00am.
& before i slept and at the hospital, i already told her I WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL
but no,they fucking let me sleeeeep! i can go to school with just 2 hours of sleep but NO,she didn't do that.
wth lah,i hope eunice doesn't get into trouble with mr sim because i helped her print her notes and i'm suppose to pass to her today and i'm fucking pissed with myself,why the fuck didn't i wake up.
maybe i'll go for training later.
2:11:00 PM
spongebobbbbbbbbb:D
i'm back from the hospital with mum.its 3am.
12:49:00 AM
spongebobbbbbbbbb:D
Thursday, September 14, 2006
i feel like shit.
i feel like crying.
i feel like a loner.
i should go to hell.
10:18:00 PM
spongebobbbbbbbbb:D
